gadsby 2

living without that is not that comfy. you bring in ultra-frustation in your living just as i am finding it right now. you jump into limits. but still you want it to bang on always. joy of staying in this is only found once you pull in what it is. "That" is not that difficult to pull out. still not figuring it out?
travail a bit hard and you will finally find "that"? sounds absurd.?
but not...
what is "that"?

it is nothing but fifth on the list of ABC. and i am just about to finish publishing 100 words without it.
that's it.....

no more living without "E".

my first love, ch-7

there's some hysteria associated with these terms---my first love or mera pehla pyar. you feel butterflies flying in stomach, those old etched memories comes in a flash. those memories never become bad sector.people often do not realize their first love but those who have materialised are the destined ones...

you feel the rhythm of life being played ...you hum all day long "pehla nasha"...you start believing in life and yourself...even in the darkest tunnel you find a shaft of light...moreover you start fantasizing about stuffs unbelievable...the arome of first love will never be lost...first love should be raison d'être of one's life...and i was destined to find mine...

i can say with quite assurance that i was a non-believer in the institution of love.i thought its just one of the hormone cycle of homosapiens.u see and feel things which are not there, and when other homosapien also responds to your stimuli with a postive response, and sees and feels the same way, a flower called love blossoms. or otherwise it remains etched in ones memory as many of the bad episodes. and first love becomes the first flop show .

about my first love...its not a flop show, coz its being played by me and not by jaspal bhatti. in finding your true and first love, luck plays an important role thats why i said only destined people gets it........sitting idly in hostel during one of the many blackouts i decided to go internet lab. i was online that day almost 4 hours n didn't want to strain my eyes furtheer but something told me to go..as usual i started with the normal routine--gmail, facebook, toi and orkut..the speed was comparable to dial-up and as a results many of the pages were not opening(here also luck played an important role). and i was forced to harp on orkut...here sitting on my home page was my first love........





at first instinct i cudn't realize my first love, just like a normal human..then i read my today's fortune--- "your first and last love is - self-love". I encountered my first love.......all other are second..

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Question mark ??? ---1


one of my compatriot and may be your's too is "?". Everything, Everywhere, Every work you do, "?" follows... the discussion of "?" is endless. Einstein quoted' Universe and human stupidity are endless, and i doubt the first'..."?" have a very close relation with human stupidity..............
"?" - Question Mark remains a symbol of not only human stupidness but also inquistiveness, reasoning and the modern human world...
if a person sitting under an apple tree wouldn't have asked the question -"why this apple falls down'?'" to himself, gravity wouldn't have been discovered. This post wouldn;t have been possible if there wouldn;t have been some "?" striking in someone's mind and the solution to these trillions of "?" only made possible our modern world..."?" signifies technological development ..
the way the questions are seeded in different minds gives the outlook of the person...inquistive people always wonder why "?". { in my glory days i used to be one of them}. well stupidity comes from here from some of these intelligentsia...what has a person with weirdo habits hovering over zillions of equations sipping tonnes of coffee has contributed? a sane solution to an insane problem, bearing no relation to nature around us, unsolved from centuries in between losing his sanity...its important to have a rational and inquistive"?"...
and another type of why "?" which is encountered commonly--- why the fuck i did this? Its a very common form of "?" generally used by people to vent out frustration..no extra credits for guessing my question--why the fuck am i writing this?? to vent out my frustration or to show people that i am a vampire {i sucked blood out of your brain!!! } and for you ---why the fuck am i reading it...
THIS ANSWER IS ENDLESS----some fellas decided to link world...a guy called tim berners lee excogitated the idea of internet...internet was born... 2 super intelligent man ---brin and page launched google..they hired best in the business....their empire grew...they decided to launch something for bloggers..they opened blogger.com...i stumbled upon it and got intersested in blogging ...one nite i wrote this...one fine day you clicked the link to my blog and you started reading this...
well this is just a part of the answer... i haven;t included how computers and laptops came into existent...and this thread is infinite...well einstein once again proved himself right---human stupdity is endless...by questioning yourself you are only fortifying einstein's stand....human stupidity is endless because questions are endless....

To be continued....

5. mirage

"time is the master of all."

everyone in this world seems to be transparent but its a mirage. things which appear are always not the way we comprehend. only time reveals the truth about everyone and everything. something in your life changes your perceptance about very principles on which you live. the most pesky feeling comes when you are cheated by someone close, or rather comprehend it when the truth is what you don't want to believe but it is true.
the true tests for everyone and everything comes with time and it exemplifies the semblances.